He missed the days
When photos were stored
In pockets and lockets
In wallets and homes
Instead of just phones
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Back Then
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What If
She walked through
Her front door
In stunned silence
She had not considered
The possibility
It would work out
Yet there she stood
Living the miraculous reality
It did
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Unsettled
She would rifle through
Her oversized bag
Pretending to look
For some buried item
To protect herself
From the predatory gaze
Of the man sitting
Across from her
On the night train
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Together
There is a space
Between friendship and love
It is possible to occupy
Without either person
Wanting or needing more
No one believed them
It did not matter to them
It was too unique
It was too special
For spectators
To understand
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Right
He lived his life in pencil
She lived her life in ink
He did not understand her
She could not comprehend him
Still they decided to write
Their lives together
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Lonely Heart
He felt lonely
For the first time
In a long time
Maybe the first time
In his entire life
He did not know why
Unless it was her
He felt accepted
He felt important
He felt unique
He felt he mattered
When she was there
Maybe lonely
Meant he loved her
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Instincts
f your life is driven solely on concrete proof
You miss the vibe that someone loves you
You miss the hunch that you should try
You miss the gut feeling that you need to leave
You miss messages you need to listen to
Follow those unjustifiable feelings
Go
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Weary
Once an avid reader
Every book she picked up
She failed to get past page three
Before her mind wandered
To darker realities
She was forced to read daily
On computer screens
Back on the shelf went her book
Perhaps for another day
Another month
Another year
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Safe
He created his own world
Of thoughts and theories
As a defense mechanism
Preventing emotional connection
The words I love you locked out
Of the nature of his conversations
He denied loving her so vehemently
His heart did not even know it
She did
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Your analysis
Your estimation
Your assessment
Of the stranger
Sitting beside you
Means nothing
By comparison
To that strange
Feeling in your chest
From the toxic energy
Permeating the room
Wisdom lives in us
In unexpected ways
We must listen
For survival
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I have forgotten
She said with a far off look
How to remember
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Blend your hopes and fears
Into possibilities
Now go grab your chance
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Bells will jingle
Lights will twinkle
As the holidays roll by
Raise a glass to the past
Ready to be unready
We have mastered the art
Make your resolution for 2022
To keep hope in your heart
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The key to creativity is not judging what doesn’t exist yet.
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Unready
She found herself
Dipping her toes in
Instead of plunging in
To the dreamlike freedom
She had begged for
An endless impossibility
Slowly and suddenly arrived
She needed a hand to hold
To leap into the new known
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Monday
Monday is the kid in the school yard
Watching all the other days
Get picked for the winning team
Everyone whispering
Monday is the worst
Time to step in
Walk over to Monday
Sit down and say
We got this one kid
You are gonna be great
I’m with you today
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Do not cast people
Who hurt you
As villains in your life
They do not deserve
That kind of power
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A Breath Taken
Somehow beauty
Feels a little muted
Perhaps the burdens
We carried along our
Freedom trail
Have altered our fabric
A bit more than expected
We are different
Our weary eyes
Beginning to clear
Are the slight shadows
Finally gone from here
Former caged birds
Of thee I sing
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My life advice
Be the critic who loves your life’s work.
Decide that you’ll be okay.
When you have a choice, make one.
Think about what scares you. It’s a big part of what’s wrong.
Live your life the way you want to remember it.
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Bridger Strong
Bridger reminds me
Of young Steve Rogers
Who was small but brave of heart
He leapt at the chance
To risk his life for others
Long before he held a shield
Or his teammates called him Cap
He was a hero
Because a courageous soul
Will be ready for his cue
To jump in and save the day
When that scary moment came
Bridger knew just what to do
When faced with danger
He became the great hero
He has always been
He will forever be
A marvel to me and you
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You
That carefully curated
Version of your life
You tell acquaintances
Who turn into friends
Just your collected stories
Leaving out who you are
No one notices your trick
You have succeeded
No one can hurt you
Still you long for more
Someone who knows your secrets
Someone who sees through it all
Someone who can remind you
Who you really are
A human just being
But you have forgotten
How to be authentic
How to be vulnerable
How to be present
Sitting across from
Some good genuine someone
Instead of just collecting
Details for your next story
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Cinders
Cinderella was mistaken
He did not love her gown
Her exquisite golden hair
Her lovely glass slippers
He was searching for her
Gentle kindness
Pure light and love
In his grateful arms
If midnight passed
In her humble rags
He would have seen
Her beautiful soul
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Cliche
All you need is love
Always seemed to me
A painful cliche
Until a little touch of it
Gave me energy
Woke me up early
Gave me a story to tell
Made difficult times
Not so heavy to carry
Maybe love is all you need
To breathe easier
Because your worries
Matter to someone else too
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The Gift
Selfish people have a way
Of creating a mirage of caring
Just enough to convince you
To stick around unarmed
For the day they hurt you
Without blinking an eye
With zero remorse
To get what they want
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Haikus
Your stories and lies
I can hardly decipher
What difference thereHer indifference
Her absence of jealousy
Perplexes my heartIn the quiet night
She dances inside my heart
As I fall for her
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This Life
Then it hits you around 2am
After months of medical issues
Tests, a procedure, a surgery,
A long wait to find out your fate
That meant acceptance
Of what could be a new normal
You learned a great deal
About a great many things
Especially about yourself
How hard it was to feel
How hard it was to ask for help
How kindness made you cry
How you needed privacy
How you needed to share
How being ready for the worst
Kept you afloat and grounded
Web MD is not all bad
But more than anything
You realize you are free
To do anything with this
Life of yours